say goodbye
 not knowing when
the truth in my whole life began
 say goodbye
 not knowing how to cry
you taught me that

and i'll rember
 the strength that you gave me
now that im standing on my own
 i'll remember
 the way that you saved me
 i'll remember

 inside, i was a child
 that could not mend a broken wing
outside i looked for a way
to teach my heart to sing

and i'll remember
the love that you gave me
 now that im standing on my own
i'll remember
 the way that you changed me
 i'll remember

 i learned
to let go
of the illusion
that we can possess
 i learned to let go
i travel in stillness
i'll remember happiness
i'll remember

and i'll remember
the love that you gave me
 now that im standing on my own
i'll remember
the way that you changed me
i'll remember

now i'll never be afraid to cy
now i finally have the reason why
 i'll remember

its so cool how two people can simply connect with everything they do, everyhting they say, everything they are...the past few years ive taken things for granted, ive had everything taken from me before i can even comprehend it...all my friends, my life, and i had to move here..then here i had one of my best friends taken from me..so after all of that i thought maybe, just maybe, this time it would be different..i can remember all the memories we have, the way we just are together and how im always happy around you...but i guess im not as strong as i thought i was...everything i own reminds me of you, every spot in my house, flowermound in general-a memory, every song i here lies a little memory behind it of us...i couldnt watch mtv last night without watching one of "our " songs and its so hard im not gona lie to you, i miss you so much, i had no idea, none...i mean with my old friends in l.a i miss them so much, but you got my mind of it YOU helped me through everything..when we would be sad about living here and about drama and about everyone we love back at home...we can look at eachother and actually be thankful, i remember sometimes,...well allot of times, the only reason i got up in the mornings is so that i could be over the top happy with katey, and know that your the ONLY person here that can bring out the absolute best of me, and everyone knows that...if anyone here has seen me unbeleivably happy...happy beyond my years, theyll see its because kates humping me ahah jk, but that kateys on my side, we have THE WIERDNESS, we would spend hours laughing..hours apon hours, maybe even days..about absolutely NOTHING, about a noise we hurd that sounded like sex, or something..anything could make us role around on the floor laughing, our laughing would make the situation funnier and make us laugh even more...dammit, i dont think i can ever hav that kind of bliss with anyone else in the world, i miss you so incredibly much it hurts..ok but crying about it isnt gona make u come back so i just want you to know how much i love you, you are my best friend, thankyou so much for EVERYTHING, to tell you the truth...you actually brought my depression away..everything the doctors have diagnosed..gone within a matter of 6 months, all because of you..you are the greatest and most beautiful person in the world, i lvoe you